“Alright, gentlemen, listen
up,” Coach Crisfield said from the front of the wrestling room. “We’re going live for a few minutes. After that we’re going for a run. After we run, we’re done. Everybody split into your round-robin
groups, right now. One-minute periods.”
It was the middle of the
first week of practice. Zach knew that
wrestling live would be the first real test of his stamina. The round-robin wrestling sessions were
grueling. Each man in the group would
take on the other three group members in a one-minute battle, in rapid
succession. By the end of the session
only those who were in top physical condition would be in any shape for
running. The rest would stagger out of
the room gasping for air, then loaf through the run and try to disappear into
the locker room without being noticed.
Crisfield’s itinerary
included another challenge for Zach. It
had been just a few days since the fight with
“How are we starting,
neutral position?” a voice asked.
“Yeah,” Crisfield said. “Start on your feet and wrestle until
somebody gets a takedown. Then start on
your feet again. Go until you hear a
whistle.”
As luck would have it, Zach
was first up. He wrestled to a draw
with Jim Olney, a sophomore who was planning to compete for the starting spot at
the 189-pound weight class. Olney
nearly scored in the opening seconds with a double-leg takedown but Zach locked
his hands through Olney’s crotch and held on until the other two wrestlers in
the group called it a stalemate. After
that the two sparred without leaving their feet until the period ended.
After a minute against
freshman Eric Crofton, against whom Zach scored three takedowns, it was time
for the showdown. When the whistle
blew, Zach untangled himself from Crofton and returned to the circle on the mat
in their corner of the room.
The whistle blew before Zach
was in position but
“Nice double,” Zach said as
they prepared for a re-start. He
guessed that there was still more than a half-minute left in the period. Plenty
of time to even the score, he thought.
As
This time
There couldn’t have been
more than fifteen seconds left, Zach was sure.
It was a great relief that he had wrestled for nearly three minutes and
wasn’t having any trouble breathing, a stark contrast from his experience in
the previous season. After being taken
down once he had managed to hold
“What’s the matter with
you!”
Coach Crisfield intervened
before the confrontation went any further.
“Next man up! Come on, let’s
go!”
Zach and
“I saw you take
“Good,” Zach said. “They better get used to it. I’m planning on wrestling off for 171
against him.”
“That’s a mistake,” Mendez
said. “The team doesn’t need you guys
fighting each other every week for that spot.
Can’t you make it to 160?”
“No way,” Zach said, shaking
his head. “I’ll be lucky to get to
171. Why doesn’t he go to 160?”
Later, when Coach Crisfield
dropped by Zach’s locker after practice, Zach decided that it hadn’t been
coincidence that Mendez had tracked him down to talk about weight classes. Crisfield had probably sent him. “Zach, got a minute?” Crisfield asked.
“Sure,” Zach said. There were still a few other wrestlers
lingering around but if the coach didn’t care what they heard, Zach saw no
reason to care either.
“I hear you’re planning on
wrestling Mark for 171. Is that true?”
Crisfield asked.
“Yeah, coach,” Zach
said. “I don’t want to be mixing it up
with those guys up at 189. I’m not big
enough.”
“Well,” Coach Crisfield said
slowly. “I’m not so sure it’s best for
the team if you do this. We were
counting on having Mark at 171.”
“If I beat him, doesn’t that
mean we’re even better with me there?” Zach asked.
“It’s just that I don’t want
him butting heads with you every week,” Crisfield said. “Don’t you see? He doesn’t need that, it’ll distract him.”
“What about me?” Zach
asked. “I don’t need to get mauled by
189-pounders every week.”
Crisfield sighed, and looked
around. “I understand, Zach, I really
do. I’m not trying to play favorites
here.”
Could have fooled me, Zach thought, but he kept it to himself. “He could make 160, but I can’t. Maybe he should cut more weight,” Zach said.
“Okay, Zach,” Crisfield
said. “I just wanted to get a feel for
your plans.”
“Am I allowed to wrestle off
for 171?” Zach asked.
“Of course,” Crisfield
replied. “Everybody chooses their own
weight class. I just hope you’ll be
flexible depending on what happens.
Okay?”
“Okay,” Zach said. “But I’d rather lose the wrestle off than
wrestle another weight class.”
After showering Zach checked
his weight and saw that he was down to 177 pounds. Reaching 171 would still be a challenge but he was well on his
way. He clenched his fist and mouthed
the word “Yes” as he walked away from the scale.
“Good news from
Scalesville?” asked Tim Betterton.
“Yeah,” Zach said. “I’m only six pounds over.”
“Are you sure you’re doing
the right thing, Zach?” Betterton asked.
“A lot of us are worried about it.”
“What do you mean?” Zach
asked, although he knew full well what Betterton meant.
“You look good this year,”
Betterton said. “Why do you want to be
a second-stringer under
“I’m going to be a
starter. At 171,” Zach said.
“You mean you’re going to
beat
“I will if I have to,” Zach said. “But once he knows I’m coming, he’ll go to another weight class.”
Betterton’s eyes went
wide. “You’re crazy,” he said. “Mark Easton? That’s who we’re talking about, right?”
“You’ll see,” Zach said.
A few minutes later
Betterton caught up to Zach as he was walking outside. “Hey Zach, do you want a ride home?”
“Thanks Tim, I’ll just
walk,” Zach said. He didn’t need any of
his teammates knowing that his house wasn’t much bigger than the sheds that
stood in their backyards.
“Alright, then, see you
tomorrow,” Betterton said before walking toward the parking lot. After he was gone Zach turned and walked
back inside the school. He’d had an
idea while hearing the team’s footsteps reverberating around while they
ran. The gym was the perfect place to
practice singing. It would be like his
personal echo chamber.
On the way back inside he
looked around to see if there were any other stragglers. Except for a custodian pushing a broom up
the hall there was nobody around. After
a quick check of the locker room to make sure everybody had left, he walked
into the gym. It was somewhat dark, but
the emergency lights that burned in the corners would be enough. From a pocket in his gym bag he pulled a
folded sheet of paper. He studied the
lyrics on the page for a minute before placing his headphones over his ears,
with the volume turned low. Eventually
he would practice the songs unaccompanied, or while playing his bass, but for
the first run-through he always sang to the recording.
When he was done he felt a
lot better about it. It was hard to
know how he’d really sounded but it seemed much more natural than he’d
expected. For the first time he thought
that this was something he could do.
Feeling more confident, he
removed the headphones and prepared to sing again. Before he had a chance to start he heard a cough. Somebody else was in the gym with him. He squinted into the dimly lit bleachers,
where the cough had seemed to come from.
“Hello?” he called out. “Anybody
there?”
Suddenly he heard
footsteps. Zach looked where the sound
was coming from and saw a shadowy figure step out of the bleachers and towards
the door. More out of curiosity than
anything else, Zach put everything down and made his way to the hallway through
another door, the one that was closest to him.
When he reached the hallway he nearly collided with a girl who was
hurrying to the exit. She stopped when
she saw Zach and looked at him. Her
face reddened and she smiled awkwardly.
“Sorry,” she said. “I was embarrassed.”
“You’re embarrassed?”
Zach asked. “Were you in there the
whole time?” He’d seen her around for
years, all the way back through middle school.
He was pretty sure she was a junior, same as him. It was no surprise that she was a basketball
player. He was over six feet tall and
she wasn’t much shorter. Her brown hair
was pulled back into a pony tail the way most of the girls wore it for
practice. She was wearing baggy sweat
pants and a Chapel Forge Varsity jacket, and held a pile of clothes under her
arm.
“Yeah,” she admitted. “I was already in there when you came
in. Somebody closed up the locker room
and I needed to change, so I went in there.”
He thought of the mat burn
under his right eye and hoped it wasn’t bleeding. “Boy, I feel like an idiot,” Zach said. “I’m in a band, and I’m supposed to learn these new songs, and I
wanted to practice where nobody could hear me.”
“Oops,” she said.
“You’re on the basketball team, right?” Zach asked. “I see you around all the time.”
“Yeah,” she said. “I don’t remember seeing you seeing me,” she
said. “Are you on a team?”
“I’m on the wrestling team,”
Zach said. “I had really long hair until
a couple weeks ago so you might not recognize me. My name’s Zach.”
“I’m Beth Ellicott. What kind of band? Are you the singer?” she asked.
“We play rock mostly,” Zach
said. “I sing and play the bass.”
“That’s cool,” she said.
They stood in the lobby,
neither knowing what to say next. Beth
finally ended the awkward silence.
“Well, I’ve got to get home. I
hope I’ll see you around.”
“I’m leaving too,” Zach
said. He followed her to the door and
then outside. Snow had been predicted
and by the looks of things outside the storm was just getting underway. Before long everything would be white, and
the roads slick.
“Do you have a car here?”
Beth asked.
“No,” Zach said. “I don’t live too far away. I usually walk.”
“Do you want a ride?” she asked.
“Well, yeah,” Zach
said. “I guess I’d rather not walk in
this stuff. Are you sure?”
“Of course,” she said.
“Oh yeah, I left my stuff
inside,” Zach said. Before she could
answer he bolted back inside and retrieved the gym bag and lyrics sheet. When he returned she was standing in the
same spot, waiting for him. Once they
were in the car he directed her to a corner that was about a block away from
his house. It looked no nicer than his
street but he just didn’t want to take her all the way there. “You can just let me out here,” he said,
hoping she wouldn’t ask why.
“That was easy,” Beth
said. “No wonder you walk to school.”
“How did you know I walk to
school?” Zach asked.
“We drive past you every
day,” Beth said.
“Oh. Well anyway, thanks,” Zach said, realizing
that she knew more about him than she was letting on.
“See you around, Zach?” she
asked.
“Yup,” Zach said. “Thanks again.” He slid out of the car, closed the door and watched her drive
off. She fishtailed away from the curb
but after that she seemed not to have any difficulty. After her Chevy Impala was out of sight he turned and walked
towards the house. He was glad he had
met Beth even though he wasn’t sure why.